Sunday, February 8, 2009

Doubt not, Fear not

Every fact about our current situation screams to do just the opposite of this admonision. But ironically enough - my panic attacks haven't lasted very long. I haven't felt the desire to sink into a depression or go insane with worry as I might be tempted to do.
I can only give credit to the Lord who is providing me with a great sense of peace. I have too much to focus on to have a melt down. Every time I try to focus on my problems or situation, another's situation is brought to mind and I find myself too busy trying to work out a solution to worry about my own.
Being in this calling at this time right now may be a challenge, but it's been a huge blessing. I love being in a position where I'm so busy serving that I don't have time to worry about my own needs. Things just seem to work out just when I don't think they will.
Jhonny is still searching, applying. . . no news yet - but like He says - doubt not, fear not. . .

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